Been quite a while, no?

Law paper is finally over. THIS COURSE IS FINALLY OVER!

Talking to Amyla now. Discussing the Celtic legends, and how Christianity has fucking twisted and changed all the Old Ways...the old paths that were deep. Not all of them were good, a lot were very evil, very dark, very cruel. But at the very least, the Old Ways were true: darkness doesn't try to hide behind light, behind the blinding guises of Oh-I'm-Holier-than-thou!

What pisses me off is the fact that in the old days, so many Christians - priests, fathers, what-nots - used the name of God to do their evil deeds, to cover up for their own lust for power, for money, for sex. And it's easy because they throw all their responsibilities to some unseen power which supposedly exists, and which none of us can substantially prove to exist in this lifetime.

What's worse is that so many blame their evildoings on Lucifer. Sure, I mean, I won't trust that guy. And I agree that he tempts people, presents temptations and influences many down the path of wrongdoing. But one cannot totally blame him: if the person doesn't have the seeds of evil, then there wouldn't be any temptation. Also, temptation is just that: there's no justification of putting temptation into action and saying that someone tempted you, so the fault isn't yours.

God never said to Christianze the old legends, of pookas, of red caps, of elves, of fairies, of the Tuatha de Danan; God never said to burn women at the stakes because they were witches; God never said to have the Crusades, the Inquisition, the killings, the ostrasizings.

Assuming, just assuming that God really exists, and the end comes, I really have cause to wonder if the supposed Christians and Catholic now, who promote so much war and what-nots, will be granted entry into Heaven; or if those of diverse faiths and beliefs, but who work on the common ideals of things like goodness, trust, honesty, loyalty, respect and the likes, will be the ones who will feast their eyes on Paradise.

*pissed*