It's about three weeks to Samhain, and already, things are going a bit haywire. Tempers are flaring up a lot more, and a lot more easily; the world has a very edgy and jagged energy feel; spirits take on more energy from the thinning of veils.

Rituals to be done, and this time, more and greater care must be taken, especially since I'm not dealing with trees, but spirits now.

Bought a hexagram, a Star of David, but decided I didn't need it, and gave it to a friend as a protection. I might be thinking of getting a few Futhark runes--namely, Hagalaz--for other friends also.

Relinquished myself of almost all my accessories, leaving me with just the pentacle. I'm making way for a wolf's claw and/or fang; trying to look for an eagle's claw also, but was informed by my American friend that possessing something with relation to an eagle is against the law. Mm...

Hoping that having something related to one of my were-side can help me more, especially since I've been feeling rather draconic lately, being able to feel my snout and my eyes, and the cold intelligence that comes not from me, but from them.

Learning...helping...learning how to remain myself even as I open up more. Perhaps I'm succeeding, perhaps not. Friends. Changing. For the better; for worse? Who can really say? Who am I to judge?

Pain. More pain.

Heh.