Okay. Yesterday night was an emotional...I wouldn't say rollercoaster ride. It was much, much worse than that.

In all my 19 years, I've never allowed anyone to make me cry. But two guys did. Two guys who are my good friends. They have perfectly justified reasons for being harsh on me, but whoa. I can't believe last night. Broke down before the friggin' computer. Hopefully, Vishal didn't hear me, since I was typing with Tax. in the other window.

Couldn't sleep till so late after that. Was thinking and just moping to myself.

And then, I got pissed. No, not at Tax., but with SJ.

His friggin' gf deleted all the female contacts from his MSN. He told me that when I mailed him. So, last night, I was going through the TORCers' profiles, and decided to re-add him on Yahoo. The request was denied.

Now...SJ is my friend. So, I'm going to assume things in this order:

a) His gf logged into all his accounts everyday to check his stuff. If it's so, I swear to the Valar that I will hit her so hard and throw her into the deepest pits of Utummo for the Valaruka, and Orcs, and Wolves, and Wargs to tear to pieces. Or I might just do that myself;

b) If SJ knows about this, or if he's the one doing this to appease his gf (I really don't know why they got back together when they always fight), then, I swear by Eru Iluvatar that I'll do the worst to him, and kick him so far off the face of Arda even Eru will have to go search for him, Gulf War veteran or no Gulf War veteran.

I posted a message for him on Iman's thread. If he sees it, he better email me, since apparently, my email to him got intercepted by his gf.

SJ...I'm gonna thrash you, man.