I've been feeling so guilty about things these few days. Okay, not about things...just about one. And well, just that single thing alone is enough to drive me almost crazy.

I guess it's about things happening...about my friendship with others.

Of the few things I treasure a lot, friendship is one of them. It's very hard to become my friend. But once I accept you as one, you are my friend as far as anything else is concerned. I love all my friends, and well, it really hurts when things sometimes feel as if they're going wrong.

Maybe it was something I did, maybe it's his mood, but we haven't been talking all that much these few days. Maybe it's my paranoia and hyperactive imagination, but that is how I feel.

I've known him for over 2 years, and he's my best bub. I don't want this friendship to be broken...I treasure it too much. Perhaps I'm selfish, but he's one of the three in this world who understands me the most, and can actually know that I'm hiding something, even though it's only through the net. He's one of the three whom I have such a bond with that we think many of the same thoughts, and can comfort each other.

But...is this friendship breaking down? Have things started to go wrong between us? What went wrong?

*sigh*