I talked to Sirius on Yahoo today. And I told him to take the two threads (one where I posted my writings, and the other, a forum for individual members) that he has made for me, down. And we talked some more, about why I wanted to leave. I think I made things slightly better by telling him that I've left TORC (but for 5 threads, which I have obligations to) totally, and think I need a time-out from all MBs for a while at least.

Things went slightly better between the both of us. I feel so, anyway. He has accepted my request for the thread and forum deletion. But I'll still be visiting the forums made for Blodeudd, Lossemare, and maybe Mordil and Rhiannon.

Blod's my close friend, and my penpal. I knew her first through Ring Quest (RQ), and then persuaded her back to TORC about a year ago. So, I'm the closest to her.

Losse's a great girl, even if she's younger. She was the only one in the HoB whom I have on my MSN list that cared enough to IM me when I was feeling extremely down and needed to talk. Very sweet.

Mor--I've been talking to her on MSN for some time already. She IMed me first. But she's someone fun and easygoing. So...we can talk.

Rhia...I only talked to her once, I think...on AIM. But she left a good impression with me. So, yup.

Sirius told me that I'll be welcomed back anytime, should I wish to return. That touched me greatly, and I thank him for it. Well, at least this whole HoB thing has blown over now, what with my leaving TORC and HoB.

On a separate note...it seems that I'm starting to lose a close friend just as I'm starting to regain my high school friends...

This grieves me...